If you haven't deduced already, I'll make an obvious statement; I like organizing my thoughts into... organized lists. So, here is all you need to know about me (this will be an ongoing project):
1) Because I have no real identity I am an extremely contradictory person. I can and have argued for and against any issue because I honestly have no real opinion.
2) I am truly whoever I pretend to be in the moment. If the character I'm portraying is pro-choice, then I am honestly pro-choice in that moment.
3) I HAVE to constantly act, whether I'd like to or not, because it's impossible to communicate with people when you have no likes or dislikes or any measurable quality.
4) There is a particular mask I use most often because it is the simplest one to wield. I like to consider the opinion's of THIS particular person my 'true' opinion.
5) Under intense and continuous stress sometimes with all the different 'faces' I possess I feel as if I'm going insane. I suppose it is because without constant focus it becomes impossible for me to stay in any one character. Interchanging between personalities minute by minute looks crazy which is why when I get to this point I'm careful to try and find time to center myself.
