tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2363860031616917659.post2009599586275751892..comments2023-10-28T03:01:10.314-07:00Comments on Sociopath's Domain: Devastation and GriefZKMhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03124757380944273755noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2363860031616917659.post-27473471126686345172011-06-11T08:17:48.135-07:002011-06-11T08:17:48.135-07:00Grieving is absolutely better than being bored out...Grieving is absolutely better than being bored out of oneself. I would be happy to experience anything that can make me grieve, it will at least pull me out of deadly, monotonous boredom I experience. It's like floating in an ocean that is perfectly still. No wind, no wave, always the same sky. I heard there is a planet which has an ideal weather always, warm/sunny but this planet has no land. Only water.<br />How deadly boring, like sociopath's life.<br />Don't you enjoy storm/rain rather than always sunny sunny sunny?<br />I am not a sociopath<br />I experience feelings, but I am rather apathetic,<br />I am so fucking sad, but so what?<br />I feel shame. so what?<br />and it passes soon. short-term short-term. Everything is meaningless. Nothing is happy.<br />Experiencing long-term, genuine, soul level grief and other feelings are great luck and blessing to oneself.<br />Good luck to you.<br /><br />No, good luck to both of us.<br />To experience happiness,<br />and all other joys and meanings in life.<br />Good luck to both of us.<br /><br />Miya.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com